For him.

He'd promised.
Promised me that today we'd be together.

I try to ask myself
did he say no because
he knew it was wrong?
Or because he still wanted to?

Did he say no because
he didn't want to kiss me?
Or because a kiss wouldn't be enough?

He'd promised.

He'd built me up
given me so much strength
made me feel confident
sexy
... My god he'd made me feel beautiful.
Because I was his.
I am his.
I will ... always be his.

But he'd promised--
today we'd be together.
He'd be just as much mine
as I was his.

And he broke it.
Just as I've been breaking promises.
He rejected being mine
after promising.

We kissed once.
And he said no.
He broke his goddamn promise.
And if he'll do that...
what other promises will he break?