I'm reading Kitty-nee's (I'm backing down a bit and calling her by her twin name again. She doesn't seem like she wants to be my Mama.) thinking journal, going backwards. I don't know whether, in retrospect, she's coming out of something worse, or going deeper in.
At one point she said she doesn't want to be like Caleb-kun. This was I think February 27th or something close, a period of time where he was broken... by me. But it's better. He's better. Because we're in love. Who doesn't want Eppie-love?
One thing I know for certain is that I don't like countdowns.
Kitty-nee has lots within her pages.
Nonetheless, I'll start one. Some-odd days until they're taken from me. but that's not true at all. Nobody leaves Eppie-chan, she's special, she's been promised eternity. Eppie-chan's like Akito-san from Furuba. "Nobody will ever leave you. You have been promised eternity. A bond of blood." These people... w-we belong together. We can't be separated, not even when they walk across that stage and are packing up for college. Our seams cannot be cut apart without threatening the different fabrics edges forever. And even when they do leave, especially Jekka-nee and Kitty-nee... it's okay. I'm going with them, they will never, ever, be alone. Because Eppie-chan loves them. And love makes the miles into inches, so we can always just reach out and find... each other. Again and again.
"I'd turn pagan just to reincarnate and find you and fall in love with you all over again."
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