But wait!

My stomach hurts
from reading all
of these past posts.
I want to take my
past self and whisper,
do you know,
all this pain?
All this confusion?
It'll be gone.
Jake will leave you.
He'll find a girlfriend.
He won't need you.
And you
won't care.
That makes me grin.
Garett will love you
strongly, secretly,
and Kat will tell you
to throw him away
but you'd rather not
because you don't want
HER touching him.
And because you
love him.
But that's obvious.
Love!
Oh, past self,
you wrote on November 30th
about Jake and Garett
and you didn't even know!
The next day, Caleb
would cry and love you
and come back to you
and hold you and laugh and
ask you out.
And you'll say yes.
You'll lose all your friends,
and you
won't care.
You'll break hearts--
accidentally, of course.
All this pain though.
Gone.
You'll lay in his arms.
You'll forget the past pain.
You'll believe that he
absolutely loves you.
He does.
Now wait just a moment,
while my future self
whispers something
in my own ear.